P.D reading-the richest man in babylon

Really, it's hard for me to sit down and read, I read a bit of this book last night but still at the begining of the book.... These days have been very busy and I feel tired, both body and mind... When I wear the button, I really wish people ask me but so far no one did. I wonder if I am too short for them to see or do I need to wear it on my forehead...I know, this is the hardest time in my life and I know I must get through it...but yesterday in church, I invited a friend to come to the grand opening, he laughed at me said he didn't need to loss weight. I told him it's just a grand opening and is important to me, he kept laughing and didn't say yes or no. I felt so angry because he is a friend and he also a bit older and I just want to show some respect to him, how could he!!! I invited the church pastor, he did laughed but in a good way, with encouragement. He asked me if I want to do this as a life time job, I told him this can be a part time or full time job but never a spare time job( I really like this line from Dr.Barrett)! Yes, this is what I want to do for a life time career! But still, I am very angry with that friend, on the other hand, it gives me a big push that I will show you that I can do it right and be successful! I so gonna throw the F1 on his face when the time comes!!!(or maybe the XL tablets box! As long as it hurts!!)